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I apologize for the poor quality. I have a HD version of the whole ceremony that I’ll soon upload, the second I fix my HDD, inshallah.

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Thank you, thank you, thank you! Mr. Ali F. Mostafa  - director of “city of life” - for the feedback, and for supporting our favorite aspiring Emaraiti director :’) #WINNING

In Eisa, I believe.

N



Q- What happens when natural talent meets passion, hard work and the believe, that all is possible?

A - Eisa A Alsabousi’s directual debut, that’s what happens!

I can try and describe how proud I am of him, but words are failing me, I can barely see what I’m typing, my eyes are teary and my hands are shaking. This is only the beginning.

I’m very lucky, to say many years from now, I lived in the time of Eisa Alsabousi. He’s a future legend, no doubt in my mind.

In Eisa, I believe.

N

 


Historical day ♡

Dear future fans,
Hope my post finds you all well,

Welcome to emfoshaar (means swanking) 101 :p.

Tonight at 7:00 pm (UAE time) at the American University of Sharjah, CAAD auditorium, is Eisa’s first short film screening. My eyes are tearing up as I write this, this is a night to remember, and I wish I was there with him but its okay, I’ll be there - Inshallah - for his first movie screening! ♡

This moment is a dream come true :’). I can’t believe I’m MISSING IT!…But like I said, its okay. Sigh. Inshallah, it will be an amazing night for him and things will go smoothly, ya rab all goes better than he ever dreamed of, yaaa rab <3 

Forever proud,

N

 


Mr. E is all grown and he&#8217;s graduating this year, in spring 2011 baby! Its like it was only yesterday when I first drop you off your first day in kindergarden, sigh. Oh wait that can&#8217;t be true, I&#8217;m in my head again, my bad.
This year is yours inshallah ♥

Mr. E is all grown and he’s graduating this year, in spring 2011 baby! Its like it was only yesterday when I first drop you off your first day in kindergarden, sigh. Oh wait that can’t be true, I’m in my head again, my bad.

This year is yours inshallah ♥

Posted at 3:48pm
Tagged Awesome Believe Eisa buae keep calm New year's 2011

 


Fix you III

      

I think…I think she’s gonna be able to fix me. I can’t believe that I’m actually saying this. A couple of days ago, I was…I lost hope in myself. Not now, though. Not when she’s next to me. If anyone could do it, then…it must be her. This is no coincidence.

“Enough sleeping” she said. She’s lying on her side. Next to him in bed. He opens up his eyes. She’s there smiling at him. Sunshine.

“I love you,” he said.

End of story.

 


Fix you II

         

“We’re almost there” she said. He can sense worry in her voice.

They’re in ɑ somewhat rural area now. Away from the city. “This looks very peaceful, somehow” he thinks.

The taxi driver pulls over near ɑ long path that leads to ɑ small white building. The whole area is filled with pine trees. She pays the taxi and gets out of the car. The scent is very relaxing.

“Come on, I need to show you this” she grabs his hand and they both walk down the path. “Oh, and by the way, don’t worry, this is definitely not rehab” she says in ɑ sarcastic tone. He doesn’t want to show it, but ɑ part of him sighed of relief.

They kept walking to that small, rather old, white building. He’s enjoying the walk. They’re by the door now. “Surprise” she says. “Ummm, an old people’s home?” He says with ɑ confused look. “It’s called ɑ retirement home. Don’t be rude.”

They walk to the reception. She leaves him by the door and goes to talk with the receptionist. Moments later, she comes back and grabs his hand. “I want you to meet someone.” They walk in ɑ long hallway that has doors with numbers and names near every door. The place is as boringly decorated as they can be. White floors, white walls and metal handles along the walls. They finally reach ɑ door that has her last name on it. She’s still holding his hand. She looks at him and smiles. He smiles back. He’s still confused. He feels out of place.

She knocks on the door and opens it. Once they go in, ɑ male nurse smiles, nods, says “welcome back” and then leaves the room. He sees ɑn old man sleeping in ɑ bed. She let’s go of his hand, goes closer to the bed and kisses the man’s forehead. “I want you to meet my father.”

Thoughts & questions are racing to his head.

Why did she bring me here?

Why does she want me to meet her father?

Why is he… She interrupts his thoughts.

“He had ɑ stroke 2 days ɑgo, he is in ɑ coma now. The doctors don’t know when will he wake up from it. No one does.” He’s shocked. “I’m sorry for that” he said with ɑ sad voice. “I brought you here not to feel sorry for him or me. My father was, for ɑ long time of his life, an alcoholic. He ignored us, ignored my mother until the day she died. Ignored me and ignored my siblings. But 3 years ago, at the age of 57, he decided to stop. He decided to go back to life. To us. See, it is never too late to fix it all. He discovered that. He didn’t just give up on himself. He decided to do something about it. It wasn’t too late.”

She held both of his hands “it’s never too late.”

He started tearing up. No, he started crying. Weeping like ɑ little kid. It’s all hitting him now. All at once. His fears. His thoughts. His ‘situation.’ He rested his head on her chest and continued weeping. She held him and they spent the whole afternoon there.

End of part two.

 


Fix you

        

I have ɑ hard time keeping food in my stomach. Not that I’m having any anyways. This one is my friend. My only friend. He sat there staring at the bottle. No one is here with me when I’m down but you, my friend. He gulps some more from the bottle. He’s been on it for 5 days now. His life is in ruins. Not that he cares anymore. Suicidal thoughts are ɑ daily occurrence to him. What else do I have to live for? Nothing, that is. Shitty life of mine. No family, they all lost hope in him. No friends, even his best left him. No love, who would love an alcoholic. No work, who would hire ɑ man who can’t even come to work in the morning. He kept on drinking. No purpose in life.

I miss her.

I lost her.

She was there but everyone has ɑ limit. I went way over her limits. What happened to me? He kept on drinking till he passed out.

He woke up the next day to the sound of someone knocking on his door. He opened his eyes. The sun sneaking through the only window in his flat is burning his eyes. Still knocking. He tries to get out of bed but his legs keep failing him. Ugh, who is it, he thinks. The sound of the door is like ɑ hammer on his ears. I’m coming just stop knocking, God damn it. The knocking stops. His head is pounding. He’s hearing bees humming in his ears. He’s going through the worst hangover. He takes the bottle to stop the annoying sound in his head but its empty. The other 3 bottles are empty. He throws them away and walks to the door. He realizes that he’s only wearing his boxers but that doesn’t bother him. Who cares, he thinks.

He finally reaches the door, he opens it.

She’s there.

He stands there. He’s frozen in his place.

“Oh God, this place smells like ɑ shithole” she gets in the flat without another word. Well, please do come in, he says sarcastically while standing by the door. It’s been 3 months since he last saw her. He misses her. She grabs the first pair of pants she sees and ɑ shirt off the floor. She goes back to him. “Come on, put those on. We have to go.” He’s just standing there not knowing what the hell is happening. “Come on! We have to go today. Like now!” He reluctantly puts on his clothes and leaves with her.

She calls the first taxi she sees. “Aren’t you at least going to tell me where we’re heading to?”. She smiles. God, I love her smile. “How many times do I have to go through this, I’m not telling you”. He’s getting frustrated, but every time he looks at her face, he forgets about his miserable life. “Fine, can you tell me why you’re doing this?”

She looked at him, held his right hand and said “for the past 3 months, I have been ɑ really mad at you. I was mad at you like I’ve never been mad at ɑ human being before. But yesterday…something happened. And I decide that I’m done being mad. I’m done being sad for you. I decided that I’m going to do something about it. Even if you’re not willing to. Because I know your true self. I’ve seen how you can be. How amazing you can be. Even if you can’t remember that person, I still do. I decided to fix you.”

He looked at her. Speechless.

Those last words keep hitting him like unstoppable waves of tsunami.

“I decided to fix you.”

He knew from that second, that as long as she’s by his side, nothing else matters. If he can’t get fixed for himself, then he’s gonna do it for her.

End of part one.

 


Unconditional love

There they sat, hand in hand. Sadness is in the air. She’s crying. And he’s sad for her tears. This might be the end for them.

Her: why does it have to be this way? Why? Just why! Him: u know why, sunshine. I can’t help it. You knew this day would come. She’s crying. He pulls her two hands & wraps them behind his neck. He has his hands on her waist. Forehead to forehead. Him: we can work this out…somehow. Her: how! You’re going away for good. We’re not gonna be in the same place again. They’ve been together for 3 years now. They’re in love.They grew attached 2 each other. It was, as they say, meant to be. She understands his mood swings. He gets her stubbornness. They’re in love. He’s been working on traveling to Barcelona for ɑ long time now. It finally worked out. He got accepted in an art institution. His dreams.He’s leaving to work there for good. She was there for him every step of the way. She knows his passion for art. This is all he dreamed of. Her: let me go with you! Him: we talked about this. Your whole life is here. Your family and your job. U can’t leave it all behind. U can’t! She’s caressing his hair. She looks into his eyes. Her: I’m in too deep, stupid. He smiles ɑ little. Him: you can’t leave it all for me. She rests her head on his chest. “I’m not doing this for you” she pulls her head and whispers in his ear. “I’m doing this for us.” “Are u sure about this?” he says. She goes back to resting her head on his chest. “U r my everything now” he smiles and steals a quick kiss. Two days later & they’re on their way to Barcelona. His favorite city. He’s pursuing his dreams and she’s pursuing him. Nothing but hopes. They’re on the airplane. She’s sleeping on his shoulder. He can’t help but smile seeing her there. “she’s the love of my life” he thinks.They finally land in El Prat airport. They quickly grab a taxi & leave to their new, rather tiny, flat. It was meant for 1 person after all.She quickly feels at home. It’s only him she needs. He starts working at the Institute Amatller d’Art Hispànic & he loves it. She loves him. She quickly feels at home. It’s only him she needs. He starts working at the Institute Amatller d’Art Hispànic & he loves it. She loves him.

“w…what?” she drops the phone. She falls to her knees. She can’t breath. He carries her to her bed. “babe, what’s wrong?” he starts crying. She can barley speaks. Shes crying her heart out. “Please tell what wrong!” he can’t understand a word she says. “it’s… It’s mom!” “I have to go back home. Mom. Shes been diagnosed with a late stage of lung cancer” shes crying “Mom is dying! I have to go back! Oh my God””I’m going back with you” they book the next available flight. She packs everything. “you know that I have to stay with my siblings there”

Her father passed away when she was 2 years old. She’s not the eldest of her siblings but her older brother abandoned them long time ago. Two days after they reached home, her mother passes away. He needs to go back to his job in barcelona. “here we go again” she says to him.

“I’m going to cancel everything. I have no life without you. U can’t even imagine one.” he says. “but it’s ur dream. Ur life is there”

He puts a finger on her mouth “shush, you’re my everything, remember?” he can’t live without her. She’s his muse, his real passion, his life.

They’re starting all over again. But thats what love is about. She sacrificed everything for him once & hes doing the same now. Sacrifices. What’s important to them right now is that they’re together. They’re living on unconditional love. A love that’s too strong for life itself. Challenges will always arise. That’s life, full of challenges. She’s raising her siblings and he’s still struggling to find his dream again. But deep inside, he knows she was his ultimate dream. She is and she always will be. Like life itself.

No happy or sad endings. Life goes on.

 


I love the way you lie

He’s holding her hand. He grabs one closer to kiss it. She’s weak. His eyes are dry now. He wept for too long. She’s weak.

He has to be strong for her. She needs him now. She needs him to be there for her. For all of the times he wasn’t there for her. She’s weak.He looks at her and she’s breaking his heart. He remembers the times when she was strong and he was weak. She was always there for him.

He hates the many times he took her for granted. She was always there until he lost her. She can barley breath without the machines.She’s there in her hospital bed. She can barley move. Flashbacks of the accident are hitting him. If only he was there for her.

The accident fractured three ribs, her right leg, gave her ɑ concussion & left her with many bruises. She’s in pain and he can’t do ɑ thing. 2 days ɑgo. Her: you know, I can’t wait till we move together. I have so many things planned! Him: yep, can’t wait too. Her: I love you asshole! 1 day ɑgo. Her: here I have ɑ gift for you. Him: and the occasion? Her: no occasion, umm cuz I love you? Him: hmm ok, lemme see what u got.She tells him to close his eyes. Her: don’t peek! Him: haha, ok! she runs to her purse and grabs ɑ tiny box. Opens it in front of him.Her: ok, now you can open your eyes. Him: haha, those are the cuff links I saw in Paris! Thanks love. He kisses her cheek. “Can we go now?”Her: oh yeah, we have that meeting with the contractor. Him: yes, he’s been waiting for 30 minutes now, we’re very late. She grabs her purse.”Wait, I have to take this call” shes waiting there while hes talking on the phone “Listen, I have to go. Its an emergency. Can’t go with u”She’s used to him bailing out at the last minute. She doesn’t mind and leaves to meet the contractor.Its 10 pm now and he’s not answering her calls. She’s worried. “Maybe something happened to him. I hate when he does that, I’m his fiancé!”Its 2 am now & she’s really worried. She calls the hospital he works in & they tell her that he’s not there. She starts crying 4 no reason.

She grabs her keys anyways and decides to go to the hospital. On her way there she spots his car in some parking lot. She stops her car.She’s worried. “What’s his car doing here?” She approaches the his car. the light inside is on. She sees him there. He’s not alone.

She shrugs & starts shaking. Tears fill her eyes. She’s weak in the knees. He notices. She’s running to her car, tears flying off her face.

He follows her and grabs her hand. She pulls her hand, gets in her car and leaves. He’s just standing there. He let her go. 30 minutes later, he gets ɑ call. The phone falls off his hand. His heart is beating fast. He rushes to the hospital. She’s in the OR. They won’t let him in. He sees the doctors operating on her from the tiny window of the OR. He’s crying. He can’t stop crying. He’s shaking.

Present day. He’s there next to her. Holding her hand. She’s weak. She’s in pain and he can’t do ɑ thing about it. He hears her moan in pain.He can’t do ɑ thing about it. “What did I do! This is all my fault!” Doctors till him that she’s going to need 3 months of therapy.

Next morning. He’s sleeping on the chair next to her, still holding her hand. He feels ɑ hand petting his hair. He lefts his head, sees her there. Still on her hospital bed. She’s smiling at him with tears in her eyes. He starts crying. Grabs both her hands and starts kissing them. He comes closer and hugs her. “Ouch” she mumbles. “I’m sorry” he says.

The end.

 


Serendipity

He went through a lot of betrayal, love & more betrayal. His heart is a locked cell now “No more silly adventures for me” that was his motto. And his last one wasn’t easy either. He simply had enough. “I tried love, and I don’t like it. In fact, I hate it” he kept telling friends. He avoided going to malls after 7. “That’s their mating time you know?” He said to his best friend. He only goes during the afternoon. On a lazy summer day, he decided to go to one of the malls with a friend. He didn’t know that she’d be there. See, he doesn’t know her yet. “Check that one out” said his friend, pointing at a girl near the perfume counter. “She’s a beaut’, isn’t she”. “Yeah whatever” he mumbled.”What the hell are you looking at!” She screamed across the aisle. “Mind your on business, will you?”. And that was his trigger. He went to her, clinching his jaw. “Do you think your the only one here, huh?” He screamed at her. Now, that, she liked. “What do you want?” He basically blew on her. “What, do you think that cuz you’re a girl that everyone is looking at u? You know, I’ve had enough with u girls” “I’ve had enough of you and you’re BS!” He screamed. She’s different. To her, he’s a challenge. One that she can’t refuse. She slapped him. Surprised of her reaction, he started going back to his friend. She followed him. Grabbed his hand and took him outside. “Listen, I’m sorry” “I’m sorry I slapped you. But for God’s sake you were screaming!”. Him: I’m apologize too.”She’s apologizing” he thought. That’s different. They stood there for a moment gazing at each other. “Umm, how about a cup of coffee as an apology” she said. He hesitantly agreed. He completely forgot about his friend. They sat there. She apologized again. He apologized again. And then there was silence. Her: what happened?. Him: huh? Her: why did u snap? There must be something behind all of that rage. She was right. Him: you know, experience.

She knew she had to lead the way. Her: “listen, we all go threw these”. And without noticing, they spent hours talking about their pasts.”U know, she kinda gets me” he said to his friend the next day. “Yeah, that still doesn’t mean u had to abandon me dude” his friend mumbled. “Are you meeting her again?” Said the friend. “I guess, she asked for my number, can u believe that!” He said with surprise filling his eyes. They kept on meeting. She called him to invite him every time. “You know, some would say it should be the other way around” she said once.She started to do the impossible. He he started to open his heart to her. She liked his stubbornness and he liked how she made him feel. Surprisingly, he’s the one who’s falling for her. “She makes me feel…I dunno… different” he said to his friend once. He’s falling fast. “Can I ask you for a favor?” She said. Him: ask for my life & I’ll give it to you. Tears started filling her eyes. She looked down. “Please don’t break my heart like they did with yours” she burst crying. He held her face in his palms. “Heyyy, don’t cry” I won’t do that.

“I can never do that to u, I…love ur tears. I love the way you look down every time I say something nice to u. I love u. I love all of u” “Here, come here” he softly grabbed her head & rested it on his chest. Shes still crying. Her tears smudging his shirt “Please don’t do it”

“I love you too” her head still resting on his chest. “Listen, how about I take you on that road trip I promised. Tomorrow?” He said. Two hearts that found each other. They both needed fixing, and they’re both fixing each other. They went on that road trip.”You know, it feels like home. ‘This’ feels like home. Me & u” he said with a smile spreading on his face. They decided to stop in a village. “Look there is a beach there, I love beaches” he said. “Let’s go” she said. They walked there for hours. Talking, holding hands, gazing. He’s nervous. He’s dead nervous. But he knows its the right thing to do. “Here we go, its now or never” he thought.

He took her to his favorite place. A small, lonely porch by the beach. Its almost sunset now. Its a classic view. He looked at her, sweating. What’s wrong” she’s concerned. “Look into ur coats pocket” she’s looking through her pocket. She feels something. She grabs takes it out. He’s on his knees. Her eyes wide open and tearing up. She falls to her knees. They hold hands. Both shaking. His eyes filled with tears.

Their hearts are beating hard. Still shaking. He looks in her eyes. Takes a deep breath. “You fixed me…I..can’t imagine a life without u” “Marry me” It all started with an argument & a slap.

A story of broken hearts that needed fixing. Of stubbornness, of experience and childish love. It all started with an argument & a slap. A story of broken hearts that needed fixing. Of stubbornness, of experience and childish love.

 


Love in a cemetery

He’s the big shot executive in his family business and she’s that regular girl next door. Story of the prestige and the common, beyond her dreams. She’s shy but dreamy. A diamond in the rough. A lady in her behavior, a regular in her looks. He met her while visiting in the cemetery. Him: I’m sorry for your loss. Her: I’m sorry for your loss too, your father? He looked down, that was a yes. Him: you? Her: no one specific. Him: it’s peaceful here isn’t it? Her: very peaceful. She was down to earth and he liked that. He’s sick of the people he meets everyday. They kept on meeting in that sunny cemetery. He got to know her &, later, fall for her. She didn’t give it much thought. He’s a mere friend, she’s used to people of his kind. She knows them too well to risk her heart. But he was different. He’s the calm yet adventurous kind.

Several months passed…

He kept his feelings for himself. She got used to him. She got used to his calming voice, interesting thoughts, his eyes. She asked him once during their cemetery meetings: why do you keep on seeing me? He looked at her and smiled. They kept looking at each other. Here she is, she’s falling for him and she’s loving it. But she’s a smart one, our diamond in the rough. She held on. She let him lead the way. He grabbed her hand. To him it felt like the right thing to do. To her, it was wrong, she wanted to take her hand back. Her heart wouldn’t. On a whim, he asked her to go away with him to Rome. It’s his favorite city and he had some business there. I want to know you more, he said. She’s risking it all here. She’s not the type to do that but, again, he was different. His eyes. She agreed. And they were off to Rome.

She stayed in her hotel room the whole morning till he finished his business. He told her to meet him in a cafe near St Peter’s Square at 5 pm. It’s time, she thought. She’s walking to their meeting place and her thoughts are rushing “I shouldn’t have came here. Foolish me. His eyes” She reached and sat there. And sat. And sat. And sat. He didn’t come. Her eyes started tearing. People were noticing her “Why did I do this”She started runnin back to the hotel. Her tears flying off her face. She kept mumbling: stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Ugh! Why! I hate him.

She’s close to the hotel and still running. Suddenly she felt a hand grabbing her from the rest. She fell on his chest. They hugged. She’s shaking and she can’t stand but she’s still hugging him. He kept holding her. “I’m…sorry, the meeting went on…”. She screamed “shut up!..Shut up! and keep holding me.”

It finally felt right. She didn’t care that he didn’t come. He’s here now and that’s all that matters.That was it for them. They’re at the point of no return. They’re together now and that’s all that matters.

That’s their story. Whether they’ll make it or not, is not the point. For the first time, she doesn’t care. He doesn’t care.

They’re there.That’s the story of the prestige and the common. The story of two different poles. A story that started in a sunny cemetery. That’s the story of the prestige and the common.

 


Hopeless love

                         

They sat there. They didn’t face each other. Him: I can’t look at you. Her: I can’t face you. I want to look into your eyes and know you again. Their fate is up for grabs. They lost hope in “themselves”. They need a miracle. Him: I would do whatever you want, I’ll sacrifice it all. He’s holding her hand. Her: you can’t do anything. We’re done for. Him: forget about whatever I did, let’s put it behind us and start over. He can hear her crying. Screaming from the inside. There once was love. Not now though. Her: there is nothing to start over. I regret it all. They’re over and he knows it. She can’t forgive him. He knew it when she saw him there. Saw him with another. He ruined it. He ruined “them”. He ruined everything and for that he shall suffer. He knows it. He will never find another. He shall suffer. They’re over.

That’s the story of two lovers.  Of two souls that melted into one. Of betrayal. Of passion. Of suffer.

 
 




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